I am having a nearly 40 moment!
Time flies by so quickly it practically kicks you up the bum and tells you to catch up! No stopping, no warning just wham . . .
From this . . . .
|Look i'm a baby!|
To this . . . . (practically over night!)
|oh my i'm old!|
I have noticed over the past few months the amount of grey hairs that have become weeds on my head! My skin not being as tight as it was and well don't get me started on the "oh i sooo love chocolate" love handles that have appeared!! (boy have they appeared!!) and my ankles, my lovely slender ankles, gone! they have been replaced with what i can only discribe as water wings!
When i nervously asked DH, with vunerable eyes and a wobbly lip, what he thought of me growing older and looking well, squidgier, he looked almost scared, and he said with as much courage as he could muster!. . . . "baby, your beautiful, and well I'll love you no matter how you look" (!!!!!!!!!!)
What does that mean . . "NO MATTER HOW I LOOK" . . . . i'm a woman, it is therefore my job, my duty, to see sarcasam and double meanings in everything and let me tell you as dousies go this is a dousie!! . . . . "No matter how you look," does that mean I look awful NOW - is he anticipating the worst?? It has been said that woman always end up looking like their mothers, has he taken one look at mine and thought, well that's that then!! Confused scratching of head and forrowing of brows, (no wonder I'm looking old, i appear to do nothing but frown!!, note to self STOP FROWNING!)
This could drive me insane, (sorry! even more insane!!)
I think i need to ask him again tonight after dinner! I shall play nicely!